In an interview with American magazine Vogue, the Bad Guy singer shared that her difficulties in accepting her appearance began at the age of 13 when she suffered a hip injury.
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“I felt like my body wanted to harm me for years,” she said. I had to go through a process where I was like, ‘My body is actually me. And he’s not here to hurt me. »
After having to quit dancing, she channeled her energy into music, releasing Ocean Eyes in 2015.
But after years without getting professional advice, her outlook changed when her movement coach discovered she had hypermobility, which is an unusually large range of motion in some or all of the joints. .
“My teenage years I spent hating myself, a lot of it came from my anger towards my body, and how angry I was about the pain it caused me and how much I failed because of it. things that happened to him,” the 21-year-old star added.