It is natural to fail and win exams. However, to be mentally broken by continuous defeat, to be defeated again by the darkness of fate when you feel relieved that you have won, to overcome it through hard work and to follow without defeat again!.. If you face such a setback in life, then some people will not be able to rise up. However, a doctor who overcame it all with a smile and reached the final victory is sharing his experience.
Dr. “History is always with the victors” is Mejo Lucas. Those who lost will have many stories to tell. He shares his life on Facebook with the preface “This is the story of my failures”.
‘Perhaps this is not my only story. The story of many fallen people like me can be with you. It is written for those who have failed in the exams and the children who are appearing for the NEET exam. I don’t know how to advise because. He knows how to tell stories. May fall. There are more fallen than fallen. It’s just that no one tells their stories. How many people left to tell stories and went into hiding..’ – Mejo says.
The note reads:
History is always with the winners. Those who lost will have many stories to tell. This is the story of my defeats.????
After completing the 10th standard, he practiced entrance for two years. Failed miserably the first time in 2012. I was sure that if I tried again after missing a year, I would get it. Studied day and night from the hostel and tried. The year I realized that luck is needed to get MBBS. Once the dreams were shattered. ????
Then it was an escape. The fugitives decided not to bow down in front of the locals and family and came to Ukraine. The Russia-Ukraine war in 2014 cast a dark shadow over the dreams this time. Somehow flew back without certificates and only life in hand. He never went back. I realized that a person without a degree and a job has no answer in front of people.
It was almost 3 years after +1. Once went for entrance training. Again came to know that the chances of getting admission in Pala Brilliant are very low. As I learned, I also started to forget. And dreams. I put my head back down and started walking. Sajith sir, who had taught me in the past, rushed things when he saw them. He approved the admission by saying that he should be given a chance to sit on a corner of any bench in the class. He studied well for six months in the confidence given by Sir. Written the exam.
He fixed his seat and started to rest. Three years I wanted to forget. Like you, I thought it was successful. Question paper leaked. Exam is cancelled. I studied again for 3 months without reading books in tears. Got MBBS seat in 2015.
He spent many sleepless nights to reach his final year. learned All the people who were with him got good jobs. Most of them are married and have got jobs abroad. I confined myself to hostel room, library and short trips.
The final year exam held in 2019 broke me again. 3 marks in gynecology and someone wrote a verdict that I will not become a doctor. This was not like other defeats. I was totally exhausted. The weight was reduced by 10 kg.
Approached the court. A re-evaluation was carried out. I lost by 3 marks and when the university realized that I was more than qualified by 12 marks, I lost 8 months…
Finally House Surgery. A year of sleepless nights has passed. Registration is obtained. Become a doctor. A few days after starting the service.
These three paragraphs that I have just said span 12 years of my life. Here are some of my experiences with a stethoscope around my neck and a smile on my face. These may be the stories you don’t know behind the smile on my face when I ask if doctors have a good life.
Maybe this is not my only story. This may be the story of many people like me. The story of the fallen can be with you. It is written for those who have failed in the exams and the children who are appearing for the NEET exam. I don’t know how to advise because. He knows how to tell stories. May fall. There are more fallen than fallen. It’s just that no one tells their stories. How many people left to tell stories and disappeared..
Defeats may still come.. but the journey continues.. forward… forward… ❤️
This is not for the winners or those who are going to win.. For the losers Dr. Mejo Lukose writes…