“I’m addicted to sex, I don’t know how to say no.” Without lapsing and without euphemisms, Lucila Villar let go and gave details of her personal history in PH, we can talk. known as La Tora, the fifth eliminated from Big Brother opened up with the rest of the guests and with Andy Kusnetzoff and talked about the abuse she suffered as a child and her dependence on sex, something she had commented on at the casting to enter the reality but that later he did not deepen: “You touch me and it stings”, he had said in his presentation.
The slogan of the program that triggered the revelations of the Torah was that those who fight or have fought against addictions come to the meeting point. “I told this in the casting of Big Brother: the addiction to sex. I don’t know how to say no when, I don’t know, I go out dancing and drink alcohol. It’s like I’m at the bar and I want a prey,” the young woman shot.
After the initial stupor of the rest of the guests, the driver asked him if it always happens or only when he drinks alcohol. Lucila then explained that she suffers from it when she is drunk and that is why she clung, three years ago, to the gym and “to what would be faith.” “I stopped going out dancing, I left a lot of things that were my corralito so as not to send it to me,” she acknowledged.
“My Sundays were Sundays. I was in one Friday, Saturday, Sunday ”, the Torah continued her story, until Marcelo interrupted her, intrigued by how she had managed to control her addiction inside the Big Brother house. “I ate well,” she replied with a half smile. “Did you have sex?” the journalist returned. “No no no. But I ate well,” the participant repeated.
To make his situation clear, Kusnetzoff assured that Torah’s addiction is to sex and not to alcohol. “Sure, but it’s like alcohol takes me, it’s the connection,” Lucila clarified, and explained that when she says she’s looking for “prey,” in reality what she wants is someone to have sex with, no matter who. “It’s like meat, it’s basically meat,” she defined, although she later clarified that she chooses who to be with.
Intrigued by his reality, Sabrina Carballo asked him if his addiction influenced fidelity when he was in a relationship. “Yes, that’s why I’m not in a relationship,” she answered emphatically. Later, she confessed that she has a hard time because the next day she regrets it. “You feel dirty. I think it has happened to many girls too because I have talked to several girls who tell me that they were with someone, they regretted it the next day and they felt dirty, ”she revealed.
After explaining that she suffered from this problem from the age of 16 to 24, Lucila explained that in addition to alcohol she also used drugs. “A tremendous mess,” she acknowledged, and assured that thanks to that she learned what she does not want for her life. “My God saved my life,” she later declared, and explained that from that faith she was able to get ahead. “Now I choose who to be with, who to share with, who to meet. It is no longer so much of a night, which would not be bad, but today I am different, ”she completed.
In order to explain the reasons that led her to addictions, the Torah explained that for a long time she did a lot of wrong, “self-punishment type”. “I think it’s what you suck as a girl. So what you learn as a girl you take a little more when you grow up. These are things that I did not choose to go through. So my way of saving myself from what I knew was sex,” she explained.
After an intervention by Nancy Pazos, Lucila referred to the abuse she suffered from a relative when she was nine years old, and acknowledged that this influenced her way of acting inside the house and her reaction to the Alfa incident with Coti . “I was abused and it was what empowered me, what made me speak,” she confided, and she recalled that it took her 15 years to put into words what had happened to her. “Now I’m really calm, focused on what I want and what I don’t want too,” she closed.
La Tora was eliminated by a public vote and had to leave the most famous house in the country last Sunday, in front of his fellow nominees, Walter “Alfa” Santiago and Juliana. The expulsion of the young woman from Berazategui at the fifth Big Brother nomination gala (teleph) was a public decision thanks to 65.38% of the votes.