Singer Xie Zhenting made his debut in “Super Avenue of Stars”. His first solo album with excellent singing and composition won the “Best Newcomer Award” at the 27th Golden Melody Awards. His musical strength is highly recognized, but in fact he suffered from depression at the age of 19. , has rarely appeared on the screen recently, and today (23rd) rarely posted on the social platform, revealing that he was suffering from the disease, and he kept thinking: “Why do you want to live?”
Xie Zhenting revealed on IG that his condition is not optimistic at the end of 2021. He stayed at home and was isolated from the outside world for nearly a month. “I don’t know if I am awake after taking the medicine obediently, or if I am awake when I am lying on the bed staring at the ceiling and crying. He admitted that he kept thinking about “Why do people live?” and “What is the meaning of living?” It made him puzzled. Although he once said “I want to change the world” on stage, when he returned to the stage, he always kept reflecting: “Did I do it? Even a little bit, did I really do it? I did it. Is it okay? What do I exist for? I don’t have an answer? And I’m sorry.”
Xie Zhenting said frankly that it is difficult for him to be sure of his own works, but it is rare to have a new song that makes him feel beautiful and pleasant, but also painful. “If it is what I live for? It should be to experience, undertake, transform, and share good stories, right?” People are inspired, have the strength to settle down, and the courage to move on against the world.
Xie Zhenting believes that perhaps the meaning of his life is to share “the good voice I know so far in my life”, revealing that he is still trying to cheer up, and shouting to fans: “I am very willing to see this, a creation with mental illness. If you want to talk to me about your stories and the world, you are welcome to come to me, come to play the piano, listen to the good voice, and come with me to find the answer.”