Nobel Prize candidate Stefan Hertmans has released his new book Smeltwater en middagzon, in which he bundles ten years of personal journals and addresses his long-standing battle with stage fright and writer’s block. Known for works such as Oorlog en terpentijn, the author spent one and a half years reworking the manuscript from notes he had kept on hard drives for years after foreseeing no new major novel on the horizon.
Reflecting on the release, Hertmans opened up about the inner struggles documented in the publication. Ik heb heel erg geworsteld met mezelf en gevochten. Er zijn hele boeken mislukt,
he stated, explaining that he ultimately had to free himself from these anxieties.
Origins of the Manuscript and Personal Struggles
Alongside literary development, the text addresses a prolonged inner conflict, loneliness stemming from a writer temporarily placing themselves outside the community, and early career shame. Hertmans recounts how he wanted to look back honestly without being condescending toward his younger self, to whom he credits his current writing career. Milestones including a new love, the birth of a child, and purchasing a house gradually helped him become more open, while his simple background transformed into a core source of his personal growth.
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Literary Form and the Value of Journals
According to the author, these journal entries transcend the individual. Daily observations and notes on reading and writing occasionally expand into essays or poems capable of sparking recognition in readers. Unlike a traditional diary, the format focuses on the power of sentences and experimenting with literary forms rather than plot or events.