[이데일리 스타in 김가영 기자] Singer Yuna Kim confessed to burnout and shared the pain she experienced as a child.
On Channel A’s ‘Oh Eun-young’s Golden Counseling Center’, which aired on the 7th, Kim Yoon-a appeared and revealed that she has been suffering from burnout for 10 years.
Eunyoung Oh, who heard Kim Yuna’s concerns, said, “When there is a crisis or difficulty, I think it is safe to think about how to solve it and do it.” I think I want to keep living without losing control by thinking about various variables in advance.”
Oh Eun-young said, “I am intervening emotionally by considering not only everyone’s life but also all conceivable variables,” said Oh Eun-young.
Yuna Kim said, “Our house was not such a good environment. He was a violent father. Both me and my sister and my mother were abused physically and emotionally.”
He continued, “He was beaten at the carpentry workshop. He said, “One of the things that upset me was that he was a very good person outside.”
Kim Yoon-ah said, “My father had to keep all the family under control. I was always anxious at home, and I can’t remember very well when I was in elementary school. It was as if my brain was bruised. One of the most memorable scenes was one day when I thought that the whole world was fake. I thought it was all fake. I think I escaped a lot with music and books when I was young.”
Oh Eun-young said, “I think it’s cruel to fit a rod by size,” and asked about her mood and condition at that time.
Yuna Kim said, “I always felt like I had to go as far as I could. It seems that there was also self-destruction and robbery. I guess I had to spit out something. There is a lot of music written on that subject. I have something to spit out, so I have no choice but to spit it out. If you spit it out, there is something that purifies itself. Because I spit out loudly in front of other people.”
Oh Eun-young told Kim Yun-a, “I was under excessive control. Making creative music must have been the mainstay of my life. There would have been nothing he could do on his own under his father. He took control under his own control, and if he did not come under his control, he would attack, so there would have been nothing he could do on his own. At that time, Kim Yuna, who was possessed by her father’s violence, cruelty, and excessive control, continued her life through creative activities. Creative activity is the source of energy.”
Next, Yuna Kim confessed that it was difficult to talk kindly with people she didn’t know as a DJ.
Oh Eun-young said, “I think you can understand why I fell into burnout due to a tragic social event and thought, ‘What does music mean?’ if you relate it to your childhood. When I felt powerlessness that I couldn’t do my part and that there wasn’t much I could do, I felt the pain I experienced in my childhood relationship with my father ten thousand times, and I feel like I’ve exhausted all my energy.” did.
Oh Eun-young said, “Especially when I felt that there was nothing I could do, I remembered that I was helplessly taken over by my father’s cruelty. “I think Yoona’s creative activities will be a source of great hope and survival for anyone out there. But you can’t go to burnout.”
At this, Yuna Kim said, “I am worried about how to coexist,” and Eunyoung Oh said, “To say that you will coexist with burnout doesn’t seem to empty the wounds and pains from your father inside Yoona.” “I just hate my father. also ok It’s not Yoona’s fault for her relationship with her father when she was young. It’s not a relationship issue, it’s a father issue. Ms. Yoona, empty all the vessels in your heart. And it burns out when you fill it up, so you have to empty it from time to time.”
Yuna Kim said, “I thought I was vomiting through music, but it felt like I was being cleansed.